Some days I feel like I'm sitting with my back to the fire. And it's melting away The layers of my skin. But my face never reveals, The pain, and undying loss. Until one day, Everyone I love will awaken. To the charred ashes of my remains And a note that says I'm sorry, I didn't know how to show you. I did not know what to say. How do you describe a loss so great With only words to say.