i hate to get personal but my mind is a bowl catching drips from her problems, from his problems, i can solve there's quickly but refuse to solve my own i pray if i don't think of it maybe i can make it disappear because god knows i can't deal with them i'm too scared that if i tell them to you you will leave and desert me like what happened with my very own family so inside i hide from you from him, from him, but its not because i don't like you but because i simply can't trust because inside i'm broken