I smile at beautiful things, at beautiful people
I laugh when I think something is funny or enjoyable
I talk to people and I have good days

But when I find myself to be alone, there is something that is broken
And I fall into a sadness so sweet, it completely envelops me
I look in the mirror and am uncertain of what I see
The tears always fall internally, especially when I am falling asleep
And I miss something that doesn't exist

It's just that, I have been sad for such a long time
But I can still find the light and I can still smile
I've been able to make it so that my sadness only surfaces when I am completely alone, with no one else as my company
Except for myself and all of the different voices that create thoughts inside of my head