I have to make a change
or I'm going to fall
not that I haven't already started.
I focus hope on maybe it's not too late
but as days progress
I find different
The images in my head replay things I fear
things that reveal my hearts state
I question where I went astray
I access what I once thought I believed
not so very long ago
only not to realize there my heart still lies
or in my mind...
or something..
It's all becoming a trend
I wish I could love you right.
I wish I did
but the genie fades
and the pain resides
like it has once before.