our entire existence means absolutely nothing we are so perfectly trivial there is nothing i can do in my short short life that is even going to make the slightest difference in the history of our world and the history of our world means nothing in the universe we know so much less than will ever have existed i do not want to die there is still so much more to learn we will never know it all the amount of information in all the human minds that have ever existed will still amount to nothing when the amount of things to know is so large i do not want to die