Everything touched by me turns to a cold black abyss I am red with a fiery passion which brings me no joy Watch the colors dance around my silhouette They tease the sadness that surrounds me Elaborate designs branch from this darkness Who I am provides a seemingly endless stream of despair And yet I can view the beautiful sights that come from this nothingness It almost seems as though I can feel the warm vibrant memories But Iβll never experience what itβs like away from the heavy space Let me patiently wait for the end of me and this affliction Make its way through my body and tighten like a snake