It hurts a little
going inside the dark for a while
I can see the moon outside now

everyone sleep
eyes closed
let me fall apart

I want to be holy again
always going back to it
I want to fade slowly
holding myself back

I don't know how

feeling manic
everything is spinning

I saw my mask fall down

everyone is sleeping
stillness

it's cold now
hurts a little

cover my eyes
I don't want to see myself