You died even before the words Reached the tip of my tongue And now you're gone I can't hold you at night I can't whisper poetic words In your ears as we lay together I can't kiss you Your lips cold and discolored I can't touch you Your body boney and fragile I never got the chance to say goodbye Because you ruined us as a couple Left before I could comprehend What was happening before me What was unfolding There would no longer be an us You acted on impulse You thought he loved you You crawled back to me I just turned my back Because you hurt me In a way no one has before I never got the chance to say goodbye So I'm taking this opportunity to say it now Goodbye