The stars on the flag started falling off when Private Walker returned home to Tennessee after six months of being in country in Afghanistan.
At Camp Leatherneck on the treadmill he folded five points to pentagrams, imagined fireworks nova his welcome back.
The flag rarely flapped in the arid silence of base camp. Was MIA everywhere else.
He landed unmet in Chattanooga on Veterans Day in time to catch the parade highlights, which happened two days earlier, being ignored on the airport monitors in the hustle of terminal traffic.
No flags decorated Broad street shops, no watchers waived the red, white and blue. Police motorcycles fronted the parade and patrolled the back in sunglass alert.
Two Vietnam vets shouldering hunting rifles marched grimly in parade formation followed by alternating school bands and ROTC cadets.
All two thousand stars dripped down, faded blue in the rush to show the next ad. Every which way he looked the rushing crowd turned his back to him.
He remembered Anousheh, the girl whose name meant everlasting/immortal.
The child who hugged him, kissed his forehead when he gave her a Hershey bar from his mom’s care package while patrolling the base perimeter road.
The friend, the daughter, the grandchild who died in a Taliban wedding bombing, one week after her seventh birthday, three days after their embrace.
His heart, his tears, his breath, his every word was Anousheh. All was and will be forever Anousheh.
And when he prayed he prayed like Anousheh, and on his knees at the airport he faced her outbound heart and prayed for a mutilated world.