honestly,
i'm sick of faking it with you.
i deserve
reality
and i'm getting everything but
every night
i spend with you
i've always been so suspicious
of being used
people use me
all the time
because i'm good
for a laugh
i can keep things going
i make parties
fun
but that's the only reason
anyone wants me around
they use me
to keep things interesting...
i
am
worth
more
than
that.

so honestly
let's be honest
(something never are)
if you wanted me back
you should have said something
fifteen minutes ago
and not fifteen seconds
ago
because fifteen minutes
is long enough
to put fifteen thousand miles
between me and you...

to be honest:
i'm tired of being used
i'm
leaving