I think about returns the only reason I left us to recreate myself I'd like to stay the same but as time goes on I have to change with the times I always change it up my workout bores me I need a fresh different workout Relationships get stale right away they don't see into my world they see ways to change my world take the vision away to mold into theirs Mma is great I take an *** kicking to make others better I coach I hear others frustrations but would rather do something about it than hearing them complain I've never got a DUI I got silly drunk but no longer want that rep I'm not being with anyone lays ting is degrading after a while I do have standards I don't aim low or take what I could get I'm struggling for a career not a job that brings me up then demotes you I'm one who works with and inspires kids not trying have my own I'm not who you see but take time to know me