As if giving my heart and soul
Somehow I can't let it go
Cast my feelings into a flow
River descending to a place unknown.
But joy sits in my thoughts boat.
Crawling over waves made by storms
Reaching a paradise, beaten and torn.
With my remainder of energy.
I rise up off the sea
Placed on a new land
Feeling the fresh sand
Running my hand
Over my head , oh the memories.
As if a safe place was built.
With in the walls of my mind.
Before I felt the guilt.
In living my time .