Now I think I understand Why you let go of my hand It wasn't what I thought at all Looked very deep within my soul I held on tight to blaming others I didn't have the needed answers My heart is beating now so fast From what I thought forever lost I sit here, writing my own thoughts Because I need to put this into words I stopped the blame, forgave myself Close this old book, it's on the shelf I'm not to blame, neither are you The truth deep down I always knew Forgive you too, I'll be ok My smile will come back one day There's so much I want to do Small part was shared of that with you I won't make plans, I'll set a goal And I will get it on my own Don't know what's next instored for me But there's so much out there to see For now I found the strength to grow Today's the day I let you go