See the pains tears adhere listing fears peer Pressure steers the hardest from the rear I use to coast the host of a space ghost close To myself was my heart that didn't boast I was caught up in a champagne toast dose Way over far from sober hoping I'd love over And over again but pain strikes again and again careless whispers in the wind deciphering My rotting thoughts that was already brought Sizzling to a froth holes in my heart part By the swarming moths and slow sparks Set forth in the darkness of a church ministry Looking at myself looking at me gloomy But roomy far from spacious sagacious To my surrounding see the fog clouding My ever conscious so clear from downing Everclear Gave me much more to appear see the Spears Pinching inching every wound and soon To be kissed by the leaking stabbing grooms Orange blossoms to blooms let the stars zoom Its the spur of the moment standing firm Burns desire every turn oh how I yearn learn From my past mistakes of taking intakes wait I was rushing to hard to create a hate fate Was following and swallowing me wholely Two broken vessels hoping to coupe thresholds That the flesh holds but notion the molds crafted scolds towers of sadness scaffolds Blind folds even though I can see vividly I thought me and you and I was meant to be Fastened to sanctity with no seatbelts Welts felt on the back of my mind kind Was one of my closest homies til you burned me Without lighting a fire now my brain rewires Your provoking words thrown my swords The mighty pen ascending devils grinning Magnitude of rude record breaking crudes How could you ever walk away from me and flee The everlasting love trinity through divinity Now I gotta guard my soul with golden gloves Of stress and agony that surfaces chaos above