And when the time comes my tears won't be falling like rain for it will be warm tea and fresh honey streaming down my cheeks. I hope one day I will bathe in sunflowers I'm tired of the dead leaves that burden my body, they soak in like fresh coconut on my skin. I sit underwater where time stops for a second, and I am at peace. I hope one day I can run into rushing waterfalls without begging for that moment of altered reality. I hope one day I bathe in roses instead of my sorrows.