New classes with new projects got me thinking about jobs and future prospects I never dreamt I'd get this far feels just like getting out to push a car at first it's a slow start pushing hard with all my heart now that we are rolling I feel in control and that's been the scariest part for me to take charge of my art can't let meaning slip away like a lost cat gone a stray can't let meaning slip away burn die or fade the meaning must stay the same