Really want to see you right now my dear, how are you? Hope ur doing great today, because last year today we were arguing very badly

I hope you're doing great now
I watch you from far,
From a distance.

If you're curious, i still go to those places that still remains all our memories.

Im not doing very good, I'm still struggling very badly and still getting those flash back of you
Patting my head
Cooking for me
Sending me home
Holding my hands tightly
Making sure i've eaten my meals
Making sure i'm safe
Hugging me tightly while sleeping.

I tried to forget you, trying to replace you, trying to move on with someone else

Nothing works, everything i do leads back to you. Its still you, its always you

I miss you so much.