it's my blood
to my brain
traveling through these veins
if anything it taught me
not to get too close

i've been away for a long time
I always try to come back
but somehow I feel unwanted
past times I've lost track

how can you expect me
to live like nothing's changed
the memories I have don't just go away

I'm wasting away
no longer living in my dreams
all they do is turn to nightmares
it's no different than reality

I'm not even looking for someone to save me

all I do is waste away,

how could you want me...?

I'm nobody good
nobody special
it's unreal,
just a touch and I melt

I'm melting away
unsure if this is the same

what am I feeling?