I look for signs search for clues ...reach for the stars and try to find the light....the world right now seems so dark I look for answers to if I should give up this fight I need the love I used to have in order to keep me alive......but it seems that there are no doors all walls....so how do I survive I grow weary from trying to understand what is going on.......one minute I had everything and then in less than that it was all gone The light was all gone only darkness fell upon me......so now I am where I should not be The tears I can no longer cry.....for my hands they can not reach for the sky I feel like I am in chains and can move no more How did....or why did this all happen to me......the light my eyes can no longer see I must somehow break this chain.....and release myself from this life of pain Deep inside I know the light will once again shine down on me.....so I must continue to fight and reopen my eyes so the light I shall see.