Happiness forced down her throat With just a little bit of water Cosmic Love beckoned her eardrums To a sandy beach in Guanaja But not really Waves of relaxation As she swayed back and forth With the wind she imagined Blowing through her damaged hair Lights Lights Lights Her body was a serpent Slithering like the music in her ears Soul on fire Eyes like the earth She painted chaos With just her fingertips Alone in the dark High as a cathedral ceiling Wandering home To thoughts of his lips Butterflies And ladybugs and fireflies Smoke Escaped cracked lips Happy when sheβs high Happy when her mind Wanders home But for now Levitating Without her magician By her side Alone Dazed But happy Home in just the blink Of a dilated eye The dark was all too familiar And the calls came farther and farther apart . But just like that She was home again In the blink of a dilated eye