i Use to sneak threw the back door just to see his face
In the morning and his mom gone cause she hated how my people made mistakes
It was almost time for school and here we are getting lost in each other eyes in the bathroom
Trying not be so loud he held my mouth as I held his
At that moment I was enchanted how he looked down at my feet
I don’t know ...what I was thinking
Dirt on my shoes but I’m the one sinking
My smile turn to love just by him blinking
And then it happen
He said
“Nene (baby in Spanish ) I have to go to school, Go to my room..”
“Take your shoes off here”
And it dawned on me the whole way up stairs.
As he watched me ...

I’m dripping with love For him,
The problem is my skin
They don’t even know I’m here
They don’t even know who I am
If only I can show her we’re not all bad
If I only I can show his brother that I’m not his dad
And I as I reached the top and looked back
All these things became like sand
And too stay and not leave him even though I know..we know if the water comes non of this could stand ...
He gave me a smile and I gave him my hand
He walked up the stairs and we kissed and in my head ...
In this moment
Holding him tight
I looked deep in his eyes
And said
“ it is what it is “..

He looked back at me and said “huh”
Haha nada nene ir al colegio.

..right