If beauty is in the eye of the beholder, what happened to the beauty I can no longer see? I can’t even fathom how it got to this degree. If only I could learn to soak in the beauty of the world. Will there ever be hope for anything meaningful to unfurl? Or will I continue drifting hopelessly through this cold world? Whatever my fate, I need to escape. Because this vicious cycle is filled with too much hate.