How I wish I could walk again in solitude.... Through the paths I have taken in the past... To revisit the places I have travelled... Which hold so many memories.... Memories which I hold on to my heart... Never letting it go for years.... How once I wished to visit.... Holding your hands.... And showing you my life... How I dreamed of you enjoying my happiness... And how you will hold me through my sadness.... How you will help me to let it all go.... But as I never found you.... I dreamed of walking in solitude... It may take me years.... And it may be painful too... But being in pain for years... I donβt feel it anymore.... Unable to tell apart what is pain... And what is happiness... May be walk in Solitude is what I needed... To make me alive...