The sadness overtakes your life.
You feel sluggish & tired.
All you want to do is sleep.
You can’t eat.
Tears are constantly running down your cheeks.
Feeling comfortable in the steamy water of the bath you’ve drawn.
Nothing could ever get your happiness & glee back.
Your life has washed down the drain, but you don’t care.
Nobody cares about me, you think.
I love no one, &  no one loves me.
I despise everyone, I don’t care who they are.
I hate them.
I loathe the happiness of others.
Until, finally, when you go up to Heaven, you’re the happiest person ever.