Can not feel sadder for I so miss my beautiful Chatty my beautiful Amazon Parrot.
I've tried all these years to try to forget him, but he keeps creeping back in my mind.
He was not only a bird but a deep cut that never heals, it just aches too much to forget goes on and on I am beginning to realize he was more part of me than I am.
A need I needed more than a need a heart beating out of time and space he was., a friend I must of known in another life.
Chatty my boy! You are now free to fly as far as you want, when you want! I release you for now till once again you'll return in mind appearing so new and alive wanting to bark like poo-bear and Tinker-Bell how you could bark like them.
Bright as sunshine you were, cheering me up when my body hurt so, making the pain disappears for a while.
Oh, my Chatty Boy! I shall always miss you, you're my song, my happy bird that loved me so very much.
You're the one who took away my loneliness, I never even knew till I never saw you anymore and now I will never dance and whistle like a child around the house, you made me so alive in a way I have never felt through my whole life.
I wonder how one little Amazon Parrot can make a lonely life so worth living but it was a miracle, my Chatty made me alive with more energy I thought I had lost when my children grew up and left.
Had many many birds, but Chatty made me alive. He learned so easy and made me want to keep laughing forever.
So this is a poem, I write tonight for my beautiful Amazon that was the best friend I could ever have found that made me alive, free to express my hearts deepest thoughts.