Cry of the lonely

A great depression Has taken over my soul loneliness drained all the blood in my vain and arteries
The pain was very real
I lost my mind
I loose control
My thoughts go wild
I thought I was thinking straight
But no one to give direction
I felt so deserted and abandoned as day go by

Everyday is a day of grief
A day of fear
A day of sorrow
All day I feel alone
I try to justify my pains
Yet no answers,
Another day of confusion

Sometimes I wish the night never comes
Because am scared of nightmares
Sacred of closing my two eyes
All I do is stare into the night and wish the day draw near
Yet another bad day

I tell my self everything is okay
But who am I fooling?
Being okay is the fantasies I wish to come true all day
Everyone rejected me
I had no friends anymore

I feel intimidated by others
But like I said "this is how I feel"
All I see is these interminable nightmares
Day after day
Week after week
Month after month.                                         Loneliness drains my blood