I'm starting to feel like I enjoy just sitting around and wasting away I must right? all I do is find a new outlet to keep me distracted from my real problems so I don't have to face them you know sometimes most days I wish I could just sleep all day and trust I don't like feeling this way I've grown oddly complacent with everything and its so much easier for me to to be angry at the world then look at this monster of my own making I feel like I'm falling and can't catch myself it's such a cliche thing to say all I have is hope for a better day