this isn't a poem it's just a thought I was in the shower thinking like we all do in showers when the hot water makes our pores and minds expand wide as the universe and we're so small in our thoughts
and I realized something
I am no one's number one in the long line of people spoken to laughed with sitting with I am not number one
you see we all have a group of people who we would go to when we're alone when we want to be with someone and maybe someone will come to me but they won't stay someone else will come along and eyes will wander and thoughts will change and the world will turn to face another side all but for my portion of it until I'm alone again