I have never met someone so intent on letting me collapse, breathless and shaking, over and over again and knowing how I feel you lead me straight to your bed and I am free when you are underneath me only then do I forget that this will never be the right decision. Someone once said the definition of crazy is doing something over and over expecting different results The truth is I am crazy for chasing a dream that has a snowballs chance in hell and like you said *it's just ***.