Six days of drinking,
partial insanity,
I drink ketamine,
and I slip from reality.
My eyes feel like they have sand in them,
my ears, mouth, nose, too.
oh shit...
they do.
Why am I paralysed?
Why can't I move?
I've been rolled up in plastic...
what the fuck did I do?
On a beach in Cambodia,
thrown under a stage,
after I fell in a K-hole,
and emerged the next day.
The pain is too much,
I pass out willingly.
Wake up and I'm drowning...
Water is killing me.
I cling to the ladder,
my strength starts to wane.
I try to scream help me,
Then blackout again.
I wake up in a rowboat,
cooked by the sun.
Skin crimson and blistered,
oh, what have I done?
My ankle is broken,
no wallet no phone,
I beg for a ride,
please just take me home.
The kind stranger helps me,
drops me at my hotel.
I swallow five valium
and escape from this hell.