#ketamine
Warm thunderclaps keep me comforted
Beautiful is the night shade this haunting eve
An aurora of blackened beauty rises
A new crack in the sky as lightning births
Every rain drop coalescing in my blood
The new moon grants me placid dreams
The rebirthing of spring embraces me
I feel the energy of the universe again
The harmony of the deep earth sings
Imagination ripples as a babbling brook
A sweet symphony comes in the form of you
Excite my bones & enter my compassioned heart
Pulse the flame inside me
A little dance beats inside my crystal veins
Welcome me back into the circle of love
Pull me back into the center with you
A nexus of planetary realms weave tales
against my fallen brow
Friend where did you go?
Solitary stars pantomime happiness
Hindsight catapults me into the ether
May 22
May 22, 2026 at 4:26 AM UTC
Blood, more blood
On the walls
The door
What you see is rusted blood stains
I see the flashbacks
Of myself,
Injecting poison
Thinking it’ll save me from my demons
You see sickening red colour,
I see my struggle
I see the girl swaying in thin air,
Trying not to fall, trying not to collapse
I see the arms with blood running down them,
I hear the muffled screams, “Help me, someone?”
Oh what a sight, that I can’t un-see now
She’s falling, hitting her head on the floor
Is she brainsick?
To yet put herself in this mess again
Overdosing like it’s a candy you can’t resist
Oh but, she’s only a human,
Trying to survive, trying not to die of emotions
Trying to let go of traumas she can’t forget
She’s only a girl
She’s only a human
She’s not a monster
Feb 12, 2025
Feb 12, 2025 at 10:15 AM UTC
Breathe in fire
Breathe out rain
Love the hurt
Become pain
Oct 10, 2022
Oct 10, 2022 at 1:15 PM UTC
The keys of the piano slipped and fell,
tumbling into oblivion.
The taste of horse tranquilizers,
the slow drip of distortion...
it twisted reality apart, and into something new.
I breathe, and the world changes shape,
As the music soars across the church.
Another line ties my blood to my mind,
and I begin to speak in riddles;
Altogether unbound by all the things I am.
Nov 22, 2020
Nov 22, 2020 at 7:10 PM UTC
Six days of drinking,
partial insanity,
I drink ketamine,
and I slip from reality.
My eyes feel like they have sand in them,
my ears, mouth, nose, too.
oh ****
they do.
Why am I paralysed?
Why can't I move?
I've been rolled up in plastic...
what the **** did I do?
On a beach in Cambodia,
thrown under a stage,
after I fell in a K-hole,
and emerged the next day.
The pain is too much,
I pass out willingly.
Wake up and I'm drowning...
Water is killing me.
I cling to the ladder,
my strength starts to wane.
I try to scream help me,
Then blackout again.
I wake up in a rowboat,
cooked by the sun.
Skin crimson and blistered,
oh, what have I done?
My ankle is broken,
no wallet no phone,
I beg for a ride,
please just take me home.
The kind stranger helps me,
drops me at my hotel.
I swallow five ******
and escape from this hell.
Sep 12, 2019
Sep 12, 2019 at 1:39 AM UTC
Nobody
Asked me
What was that?
Was it the effect
of Ketamine
or you?
Feb 6, 2019
Feb 6, 2019 at 9:06 PM UTC
I’ve been thinking of all the methodical remedies
Blank spaces
What’s left of my memories
Drugs in my head and I swear some are a mystery
I can’t feel my face maybe it’s all the ketamine
Apr 6, 2018
Apr 6, 2018 at 12:36 PM UTC
The Earth spins full circle in a Rhombus pattern;
Closed mouths scream at me in the bright bright Dark;
Gravity rises and Saviours loot houses;
Sing Angels Herald the Hark!
Horrified children play happily with Blunt Spoons;
While the Six-Legged vehicles swarm around me;
Cats chasing dogs through Bolted Doors;
It seems the lost have found me.
This March has stolen charms for me with Purple Money;
From wounded ears softly I Cry “Phel! Phel!”
Under soft Moonlight the sun Chuckles Blankly
The Slugs hunt me under their Shells.
Grass grows on my skin whilst I lay on Earth’s scabs;
I try and crawl Backward smashing head-first into Walls;
An Empire has collapsed into Everything today;
Ever Silent the raven Calls
I fall on my stomach and look at the stars;
Circles shift past me revealing their sides;
I know I need poison to mend my no-body
This Desert has too many Tides.
The Earth spins full circle in a Rhombus pattern;
Closed mouths scream at me in the bright bright Dark;
Gravity rises and Saviours loot houses;
Sing Angels Herald the Hark!
Jul 14, 2017
Jul 14, 2017 at 6:44 AM UTC
i want to be your angel
you bring out the sin in me
stuck in a k-hole when i'm with you
right where i want to be
lines that blur and lines that burn,
dark liquors make your stomach churn,
his tongue has never felt more right,
falling down the k-hole tonight.
Jan 2, 2017
Jan 2, 2017 at 12:21 AM UTC
The answer is i don't know..
Or do i know?
coke
xtc
mdma
tramadol
eph
xanax
cannabis
hasj
speed/amphetamine
2cc
flunitrazepam
codeine
vallium
ritalin
concerta
lsd/acid
bromazepam
lorazepam
2cb
etizolam
4fa
ketamine
2fa/2fma
ghb
mephedrone (meow meow)
methox
And i'm pretty sure my list won't end there.
It's not that i can't stop but i just don't want to feel reality.
Aug 14, 2015
Aug 14, 2015 at 9:53 PM UTC