- crack another thermometer open on the broken bathroom sink, pour yourself into me like mercury and pan the bed of my stomach for multitudes of gold flecks like however many myriads of sickly pill bottles in your dresser drawer of socks. - see all the shredded speckled petals i ripped up before i'd let the deer get to them; i'm colorblind, and i can't tell the sun's reflection from plastic, or tulips from the broken pottery outside my front door. - and far least from another beer, and another fifth of whatever could be fit under your shirt - and never a chair pulled up to speak, from standing like a soapbox more suited to cleaning than to preaching. - pour yourself into me like mercury, because it's so much easier when my veins weigh me down to distraction, than being able to think of hydrangeas again. -