is gaining pounds. My head is filled with worries now. My self-esteem is at an all-time low. I’ve lost all my friends I had a long time ago. I don’t have
a conventional job. My calling is calling me a ******. I’ve gone on to do *******. But if I keep gaining weight that won’t pan out for me. But I’m making money so far,
more than my books will sell. I guess I’ll just have to starve to keep this body in top condition. But losing hope is awfully hard on this gal’s ambition. And if people ask me
what I do, what do I tell them? I’m a poet who takes her clothes off and plays with herself to make money because her writing alone won’t sell.