Everyday is a struggle climbing to the top Over all the disrespect others have I don't want anyone speaking on my behalf Betrayed but still haven't lost faith Mind moving towards ideas that sound right Others assume crazy instead of different I'm tired of feeling abandoned crying over love The one I want I cannot have She married someone else gave the life I wanted to someone else Not hurt but moving forward Once destroyed everything nothing mattered Trying to pursue the life I see and want The life that will take to new places. Moving in the wrong directs More setback and detours falling is alway easier than climbing back up The courage and strength lost recreating and rebuilding a new imagine Take old ideas sometime start with scratch fresh new beginnings forget the old. Nothing goes right find what feels right and make it work