The writings on white sheets, of paper, meander into corners of peoples troubles, hopefully they taunt correct hemorrhages that will impulse something.
I hope that when I write some person is confused. Or else I've created no symbolism.
Ive created nothing of worth or of more than it is.
This sallow fickle body I traipse in. It's got bones filled with osteocytic stones to shape it. They are calcium degraded, then traded for rigid text. This body is hard and hollow. Like bird bones. Like the bonds between atoms. This sick cadaver is nothing less. Our cells become separate selfish entities, incapable of helping themselves. Indigent children with no child hostels. With no help for the homeless youth of our own corporeal phantoms.
When the Aids takes us all, The cancer takes its toll. When the whooping cough kills our hopes. When we die to our dreams of home.
We die all on our own.
The skin becomes parchment.
Some day these bones can be the frame to a poem of worth. Hung in a rich mans house. On his wall awkward awards adorned. Creating what I never could by a poet who was as perfect as the others.
Now the calcium lies in me, as I lie between sheets of this meat, of human humus before it disintegrates, to make plants much more beautiful; but that calcium, that carbon will make a page. That bone will make a frame, and my frame will stand tall like the last building left in the earth. As there are no more humans alive to see it.