My insane eyes are telling me to calm down I see a fault, it’s always always mine I have no chill, I’m breaking in my car now I can’t return to how it was before I wish I was a month ago or later Cause it’s right now, the pain is growing still The tumor grows until it melts my body As I stand still every time the heat just rise
My flows are grating in the crows My circumference is hiding Making fine words are growing in time
“I let the world crush my bare leaf hands And let the ground dissolve my footsteps Maybe if things were aligned I would be standing straight” (That was the spark of it all. But now) Grinning laughter kiss my face So far under the duvet Grammy has a fit, painters are so lit Anything is fine
Home I am is number one And so the crapping starts My illusion is a **** And I have no parts
Can I contract love? Some things are like a disease And do I have to say please
I cannot try to copy distance I don’t know how to tell you I feel this If I shared it with you, would you notice anything? Would you just say cool and leave and make me shake again?
Sander on the laugh of cure I know that you’re bored I wish I could say anything But what do you want?
Is it me or you Who does these things that I do I’m not trying to imitate you I can’t swear on that You are the reason I think Really, on any of these things
Folding chair Green sweater No, not that one Or grey hoodie With red grungey text That blurry photo but in higher quality Where your knee is up there Chicago Have you been there? We could have been in the same room You are rich Rich beyond belief I can imagine it It’s not unimaginable I fail to not find it unimaginable I fail to picture your face crystal clear Every mental image is from a still photo
My arrangement is gold This a song that I came from My direction is old And I never will learn from My sedation is gruesome So I touch everyone I wish I could be stronger and tell you the truth but My solution is far away From my willing cards
My ears are thin and they cannot hear anything Everything is just a little lie Nothing is kind and everything is full of crime That’s too far but I just want to (die?)
My begottens are hybrid game For the one who will catch my eye My solution is great pain For I wanted to try Such a dangerous game and the wilder I’m smoothing It’s the worse you see me When I try to glide Under you
My arms are a mess of the biggest mistake My giant illusion is trying to wake My senses are tingling It sure doesn’t matter What I am trying to do I wish I could just hear your voice once again But not a recording, something you do for me Don’t sound like a robot This is getting too personal But don’t go away (What even is this?)