Riding out the wave
trying not to fall off and drown
ignoring the call of the void
but wishing i could just dissapear
tripping out or caving in
blacking out
until i lose my self again
holding on until they let go
my soul torn
by the pain i never show
Fight a war I can't win
the same battle I lose over and over again
running from my feelings
hiding from the pain i can't let go
can't accept it if they love me
but can't take it if they hate me
So I run before I here those three dreaded words
"I love you"
but how can you love me if I hate me?
I guess I'll never know...