i have so many words itching to get out plots and characters living at my fingertips waiting for me to breathe life and bring them onto the page why can't i? they are stuck waiting for me should they simply go find someone else? should they simply stop wishing for me? no i can do this i think i can i shall try to write and breathe life and breathe hope and breathe courage maybe into myself maybe into others but ******* i will do this i will write and breathe something into the world something that will impact others make them talk make them think make them hope dangerous weapon to have and hold i would much rather not i suppose i have no other choice to find the words and get the courage because i know what i must do this is what i want this is what i need this is for me and for others to make an impact to make a difference to make my life mean something