I was losing my mind. These daily routines of taking calls and listening to endless members ramble about their medications was destroying my brain, insane depths and thoughts, drained diction, shattered depictions drifting away into broken bridges and alleyways. And as I tried to focus on their various concerns, the ****** language and deep cutthroat verbs rising without remorse, slashed sounds, crazed alliteration, damaged conjunctions and gerunds, glazed and confused, miscommunication, mangled, smashed, crushed clouds, my shadowed eyes grayed and dazed, useless limbs staggering throughout the dreadful day stuck in a deadened beat blazing my existence.