tender childhood piraguas pinchos borinquen place bbqs on the sidewalk ice from the dollar store gleaming on our necks till the skin glows green knee scrapes Vicks to solve all problems thoobies and missing bobby pins under rugs a neighborhood i’ve never- yet always known, a glimpse of it and it takes me back the cousin always spiking my Malta the **** that never leaves the kitchen the smaller cousins that lived in the park around the block the older cousin that was always on the phone with a different boy, and kept a blanket over the body mirror and refused to explain why, we’d get a shipment from our family de la isla mangoes aguacates and quenepas fly out the box while everyone calls dibs and i’m home.