My birth certificate was written in the blood “she” (I, me, they) would one day shed from the bleeding body Given to me by who knows what (how does it bleed without being Cut) because my ***** is not cognitive of what it is (nothing) To me and my period is done to me you can’t know what it does To me but it has nothing (nothing) to do with me
And I’ll never be able to speak of the violence it acts on me To bleed (and bleed) and be called “she” Because wars have been fought in my ***** (does This mean I’m a war criminal) and I am all scars and all blood and my body Is not a graveyard because a graveyard holds something but I hold nothing I want to hold (nothing) for my period to stop being
Misgendered because “shesheshe” is not my being “She” wants to be a prophecy but the violence of “she” slices me The repetition of “she” of the tiny letter “F” in blood ink does (nothing) Does battles on me (does violence) because the repetition of “she” Is not enough to create a prophecy and words do not change my body Believe me I have tried (I have tried) but nothing does
Because my body is vein-seeped concrete my body does Everything I don’t want it to but somehow without being My enemy because the wars fought in my ***** (on my body) Were not fought by me and the violence of my body is not me It is every ******* who has called me “she” And the violence of my period compared to “she” is nothing
But my period wouldn’t be violent if it was labelled as nothing If “she” wasn’t written in blood my period wouldn’t do what it does (To me) but blood has no gender I have no gender “she” Is not my *****’s gender because my ***** is an ***** being Exactly what it’s supposed to be not “she” but me (I, they) functioning as a reminder of the wars fought on my body
The concrete gravestones tumbled on my body The victory celebration on my body where violence is nothing Because “she” is nothing not concrete or a graveyard to me So I will mishear “she” and I am free from what it does From my birth certificate blood drenched burning “she” Is gone my violence is gone I have brought myself (they, I) into being and
My body is not a graveyard it is a sanctuary “she” Cannot enter nothing but my they-being Can enter because I (me, they) know what it does