Why do I hurt so bad?
I took on a pressure
I never should have.

Lies and deceit,
treacherous foot trails,
and dangerous emotions.

Am I always doomed to fail?
Am I cursed to do wrong?

Everytime I try to get up
Life comes crashing,
yet again.

Can't do it on my own.
I guess I really can't.
I need help.
But I never ask.

I'm drowning.
No one knows.
And if they do,
they care not.

I can't keep living
this way.
I need help...
How do I ask for it?