i am the never ending emptiness in your stomach when you're hungry but you can't bring yourself to eat. i am the pounding of your heart before it bursts inside of your chest from the overdose of ******* you've blown into your brain. i am the purple around your eyes after you've hit yourself in the face ten times with all of your might. i am the steam coming out of your ears, the blood vessels popped in your eyes, the rupture of your eardrum. you will give me your heart and i will throw it in my blender with my oreo ice cream and slurp down every last drop, then later i'll just **** it out.