I ******* everyday Everyday Not at work though.usually at night I watch movies too. I should start reading again. I have a really ****** life which persists despite my best efforts to improve. Systemic poverty and growing up in a household full of ******. I won't make excuses. I just despise you ******* ***** who had everything given to you on a pladder and are still insufferable with your excuses. Fuccbois and Sarahs and Emma's, decay on the excrement pile. I will succeed , if success is contentedness. Pain can only last so lo g before it becomes your normal. If your whole life is having your intestines slowly wrung from your body and your testicles desheathed eventually things will equalize. Hell isn't a state of mind, it's just a nightmare that thinks it's a dream , and I woke up too soon, you'll be there too and with a certain someone