I'm leaving but still not sure if I should
A part of me told me to stay where I stood.

Confused with my situation
I walked and go with some hesitation.

I don't think I have done something wrong
But I'm feeling so heavy
My heart beating hard as if being pounded by a gong
By that time, I already felt a bit guilty.

So I sent a text message and called
But received no reply and heard a tone for calls rejected.

In my head that feeling is lingering
Sitting uncomfortably knowing
Something - someone - is missing.

By the time I arrived home
I immediately checked my phone
Hoping to see a reply
But there was non so I gave out a sigh!
I tried to call again
Thinking he was home by then
But still he's not answering
All the calls I'm making.

As I sit on my bed
I unconsciously scratch my head
Thinking if it would make a difference
If I stayed there and waited with enough patience.

Maybe, tomorrow this guilt will be gone
Be okay again and have fun.

As I lay down to sleep and shut my eyes
I suddenly realize
That I'm still in the midst of confusion
Not sure if I made the good decision.

Thinking I should have waited
Still thinking about him
Drowned by this feeling
As if my heart fainted
This I am thinking
'Til I fell asleep.