Why even try,
When it means nothing
To anyone?
Does anyone see
I've been trying?
How don't they see
It hurts?
-When all they do is point out
My flaws!-

Why even try,
When I could
End it tonight?
Would anyone even notice
Me gone?
So tell me what's the point
To stay what they so call "alive"?
-When I already feel dead!-

Why even try,
If nobody notices me?
Why tell me it
Gets better
When it only gets worse?
How could someone
Lie to a broken person
Like me?
-When I'm already on the edge!-

Why even try,
When all I worry about
Is a smile appearing on my face?
Where is my happiness?
How do I cope with this?
-Every second I want
To cut
To feel alive!-

That's it!
I'm done!
No more!
No more trying to please others!
I give up!
I'm done!
You win!