What's going through my head I could never tell you Because like most things in this world They are just better left unsaid But if you must hear I'll tell the tale of love and grace Or, perhaps, nothing of that place Because my mind is filled with fear Of all the things nobody should ever hear While it shoots down to my perception It's trying to become something like perfection At its best, it's wings will soar And the vibrations of its movements will give you chills Then it takes off with you struggling atop its back And tries to teach you the secrets of the hills How up and down they form a ***** That science tried to put into logic At an incline of x and a height of y the hill reaches this point at xy feet in elevation Yes nature is nothing of the sorts That can be solved in a complex math equation. Nor is it of the sorts To be tampered with But we do And nature is nothing of the sorts To be carelessly wasted But we do And yes nature is a gift that should be showcased But we don't And as I'm straddling the back of this horrible creature from my mind Flying through this world and making illusions in my eyes To see the way it wants me to see With fear, despair, and some mutant mix of both that I can't quite explain There's nothing more for me to think Except the thought that we've ruined What's been given to us And that what our future generations will find Is the mess we created out of our freedom And the remnants like a party once its over All this garbage we simply left behind.
This is just a really heavy metaphor that tries to explain how I feel right now.