i want you
i still want you
music doesnt help
writing doesnt help
nothing helps
because at night
i get stuck 
in that place between 
wake and sleep
wanting you
and i don't know who you are
i thought it was feasible
but i know better now
i dont like to think about it now
so much pride 
on both sides
running myself down
to exhaustion
so i just sleep through on night
but days spent painfully awake and aware
day dreaming about you
while living the nightmare that is reality