you first
always first
the worst
you had it worse
no matter what
i was there
i took the time
i had the care
i spent my will
and drained my love
to restore your smile
and lift you up
thinking if i
helped you see
how you meant 
the world to me
and how much i
would sacrifice 
you would never
change your mind
but here we are
and yes you did
i did all i could
and you still went
time after time
again and again
i was nothing to you
but a genuine friend
its sad to see you go
but i know it has to be
dont come back or apologize later on
at least commit to the fact you chose to leave
if you won't commit to me