Living a dream in my head
Here I wanna be dead
I lay in my broken bed
And sit and think
What could I be
Rich and free
But I feel like I'll be a ***
On the streets
No future
Lost dreams
My brain hurts and aches
How long does it take
I wanna leave and break
This place everyday
Makes me wish I weren't awake
Eternal sleep is my plan
I can't give up I need a hand
My dusty fan
Blows air in my hair
And I stare
At my wall
And the ceiling
Wishing it would fall
And let it end it all
No scream from me
Would echo through the hall
I just hope after I fall to the floor
No sound would pass through my door
My dead body not to be heard
Not to be seen
Take my body to the grave
Wipe the floor clean
No need to be afraid
To hide it away
And walk away
Move on with your day
I was worthless anyway
The blood trail
I just fell
I'm going to hell
Ring the bell
No church would accept me
It hurts they could let me
My funeral is empty
Buried away on my own
Nobody called my phone
To check on me
It's like I never existed
Missing people
I was never listed
My body gone
This song
Will haunt
Everlasting long